painting 9 (sort of)

by | 30 in 30 challenge JAN 2014, aha moment, alone, By subject, complaining, confessions, contemplations, deep thoughts, depression, feelings, koi pond, missing mom, mourning, sad, sketch, Works in progress

Let me start by saying I’m posting this out of a combination of self doubt, possible seasonal affective disorder, depression and utter frustration with my technical knowledge and skill level. Okay, I’m guessing on the seasonal affective disorder but it...

Blah blah blah

by | alone, death, depression, family, lonely, memories, sad

Blah. That’s how I’ve been feeling lately. I never used to feel like I have SADD or any seasonal disorder but I’m starting to wonder now. I’m getting older and the winter season feels colder, longer and more depressing than ever. Being sick...

Missing Mom

by | sad

I so miss Mom. I can’t seem to look at anything and not think of her. Every song I hear, clothes I wear, so many things in my home from her, even my cell phone. My dad is now using her phone and she had a special ring to it that sounded to me like angels. Today...