|See the lesion on the right|
Well, we took Asher to the eye doctor today and my heart sank and I thought I would throw up when the doctor said that it’s a lesion and needs to be removed. He’s not able to do it so he has referred us to an office that has OD’s and specializes in these things. I’m waiting for them to call me with an appointment time. Needless to say I’m a wreck. The first thing I did when I got home was Google Eyelid lesions and I have to just stop. I’m getting more scared by each one I read. I have horrible thoughts of tumors and cancer. It’s hard not to think of cancer after losing my mom to cancer last October. She was fine, we thought.
So now oh my God… I am praying to him to please please please heal my little boy. I try not to act concerned in front of Asher and he is being such a big boy about it. But I am struggling. I’m trying to keep my mind on other things… my new curtains and how cute they are gonna look, the craft show I’ll be in next Saturday… but then my mind goes back to Asher’s eye. I’m always the one to say don’t worry, cause worrying never helps but I cant’ stop!!
I’ll keep the information coming! Please say a prayer for Asher and me too!