|Old Man Sun|
We are having torrential rains right now and the sun is playing peek a boo. At least a little earlier he was. Weather channel said we could get 6-9 inches of rain by Sunday! I have no idea where it’s going, because we have had too much already. I wish it would save a little for July and August when we’ll really need it!
I was cleaning out a closet in my studio and found a large drawing pad that I had forgotten had some pieces in it. some are finished but there are one or two that I may actually go in and tweak and finish. Do you do that? Work on art you had created a long time ago. I come back to it with fresh eyes for sure, but also a bit of appreciation for who I was when I created it and sometimes I surprise myself with “hey, that ain’t too bad”.
So it the case with Old Man Sun. (His colors here in this photo are washed out more than the original.) I’m not sure why I never took him out of the pad, I may have not been happy with him. But looking at him now, I appreciate him and feel he is indeed finished and worthy of framing. I am finding I’m wanting my work around me for me to see. I have never done that. It’s always stayed filed away somewhere or given away as I purchased others work that I felt was “fit” to display in my home. It is part of me and even though it’s not perfect by any means… it is something I’ve touched and created. It came from my creative brain. I somehow forgot that I am a creative being after having a child, even before while I had my 8-5 “creative” job. Busy with life.
Being in the last half of my life changes things. I’m thinking this way because I have a birthday coming up, next week on the 28th to be exact. It’s taken me this long to accept who I am. Imperfections and all. There are days that I still question that statement. As I saw a quote on Gloria’s blog which resonated with me, “A great artist I’m not, but an artist I am”. I just love that. I’m more excepting of that now. That is her own quote.
Has everyone been checking out Paint Party Friday? I’ve got a little pepper series going. I am loving this PPF, it keeps me accountable! I am creating more and thinking more creative than I have in a long long time. You should check it out, even if you don’t consider yourself an artist, you would be amazed at how art is healing to your soul.
In other news, I’ll keep this short I know I’ve gone on and on here. My son is having surgery again. This time to have tubes put in his ears and his tonsils and adenoids taken out. I’m not looking forward to the surgery which is May 2nd, but look forward to him being well. He has sleep apnea and I haven’t slept for a whole night for who knows how long. The doctor says I’ll have a different kid after this is all over. He is wild and apparently sleep deprived. Sleep deprivation has lots of very bad affects on the human body, especially a little body that is trying to grow! Say a prayer for him, please.